This weekend I attended my first convention of this year’s comic con season. Four State Comic Con in Hagerstown, Maryland. It was a pleasant, leisurely start to the front facing part of this job, which can be challenging for a introvert-leaning dude like me.
This show as unique for me though. This is the first time I attended a show with my new creator-owned comic on my table. Something I haven’t done in a very, very long time.
Normally folks come to me for signed Batman, Deadpool, etc. They kindly support my work, but the work I do for clients.
This time out, I had some Hysteria: One Man Gang comics with me (made possible thanks to the wonderful folks who backed the Kickstarter!) It made for a new feeling for me, a strange nervousness about “pitching” my book to folks when they’re expecting a new Batman comic from me.
Some times people would give me a funny look. I subtle disbelief that I’m doing this instead of, you know… more mainstream comics.
Then I let go and talk about the comic. I catch myself sounding… proud?…maybe?
Hysteria was how I started my career. It’s the comic I self published at the birth of this comics life, the book I wanted to draw my entire career. A plan that changed as I was fortunate enough to get dream gig after dream gig. But Hysteria never left my mind.
So, here we are with me making this Kung-fu-anti-colonialism love letter to my mother’s homeland, P fu%$ing R.
Look, I know this is a stretch. It may not work. I know that. But I need to try this. I got into comics to be a cartoonist, an artist that draws his own stories.
I’m purposely making this as indie as I can. I haven’t pitched, I haven’t tried to get a rep, I’m not even selling it online… yet*.
I want to hand sell these things, I want to look in people’s eyes as they react to seeing the comic. No one between me and them. I want to feel their excitement.
So, I hand-sold these things all weekend. Shyly at first. All the shit I’ve done in my career and all of a sudden I’m scared to share a comic again!
As the weekend went on, I got over my silly shit. People wanted to know more, so I told them. I handed out stickers, comics, posters, all with a heart full of love.
Thank you to everyone that came buy and bought a comic. We *just* about sold out of what I brought with me.
I want to hug you all :-)
* Oh, by the way I’m going to launch a site to sell the comic soon. So if you can’t make it to a show I’m at, hold out hope my friends! Thinktankcomics.com is coming soon!
Oh, and while at the show I also sold plenty of my mainstream comics, art, prints and more.
I didn’t get a pic of every sketch I did, but here are a few.
My next appearance is for Free Comic Book Day this coming Saturday! More info here.
Hope you can make it!
Oh, and the new Life Studied episode is now free to watch.
Unfortunately, the internet cut out half way through.
I’m genuinely sorry.
Mairin-Taj and I are planning a make-up episode for you all, but for now there’s still about 20 minutes of drawing and art discussion to be enjoyed.
Lastly, you can also get Blackwing pencils like the ones I use in Life Studied at my link: https://blackwing602.com/mikehawthorne
Thanks!
Mike